If I knew what this life would hold for me, I never would have come out of the womb. I was raised Jewish and even went to Jewish preschool. I attended temple almost 4 days a week learning Hebrew and Bible classes until the time I was 13. My entire childhood, and well into my adulthood, I have been chronically ill.
At age 13 I had a Bat Mitzvah, which is a ceremony to initiate growing children into adulthood. I spent many days at the temple, reciting Hebrew prayers and participating in Jewish festivals. I recall sitting in the temple, even as a child, thinking, ”why am I saying these prayers? I do not feel anything.”
I was abused sexually as a young child and physically as well as mentally until the time I was 17 and removed from the home. Well, I was not really removed from the home so much as I removed myself. I attempted to kill myself at age 17 and was sent to a mental hospital for 2 weeks by law. After that my older brother took me into his house where I spent under a year learning good and well how to take drugs to numb my problems.
Following this, I proceeded to a prestigious college where I engaged in promiscuous sex, which was my way of looking for love, and more intoxicating and dangerous substances. During this time, I somehow managed to stay alive and earn two B.A. degrees, one being in Religious Studies. It was here that I learned about other religions and began to be fascinated by eastern religions and in particular, Hinduism.
My debauchery continued for a solid 7 years, during the time my repeated respiratory infections and fevers never ceased. My family relations were strained as they also suffered horrible illnesses, drug addiction, gambling addictions, and too many other things to name. My grandfather was involved with the mafia and from what I was told was the originator of pornography distribution within the U.S.
In retrospect I see now that when my grandmother died in 2001 is when all the evil problems got triggered. Most people do not know that when a relative dies, their sins are passed onto the next generation. My interactions with people led me to begin to meditate and pray in Sanskrit to Hindu gods. I found myself engaged in practices like shamanism, reiki, pranic healing, and attending new age courses and anything related to religion. I also found myself mixed up with the wrong friends. One of them began to do evil magic on me. This was the beginning of my downfall.
Years progressed and by 2005, I found myself the prey of a handful of so-called ”psychic healers” who promised they could remove the evil possessing me “in the name of Jesus” and actually did witchcraft and magic against me. The entire story is contained in my book for which I am searching an agent or publisher.
This ordeal nearly killed me and led me to an Islamic Sufi healer who used more magic methods to try to remove the evil because I was ignorant that he was doing any kind of magic. All I knew was I needed it all to stop and another person was telling me they could remove it so I had to listen. Before I knew it, I was heavily involved in performing magic on my own behalf to try to counteract the evil that was done to me. The evil was the blackest and began to try to give me heart attacks and kill me. I used every prayer and method I could find. Every religion. Buddhism, Hinduism, Judaism, Islam. Nothing worked. Nothing changed. This went on for years.
The evil kept on trying to kill me day in and day out. In the time between 2005-2010 I nearly died 3 times. And every day was a struggle not to kill myself. Every day was a fight for my life. My faith in God grew stronger, as my health grew weaker. I could barely walk 3 minutes. It was like I was 90 years old. Not to mention the torment psychically and spiritually that can only be understood by those who experience it. The fact I am alive at all right now to write these words is an absolute miracle.
I had given up. God had abandoned me, or so I thought, and I was going to go and live with an Indian guru because in the Hindu ashram was the only place I could somewhat function. Even talking to one person was a living nightmare in the regular world because of what would happen spiritually to me. All the evil in and around a place would enter my body and I could not stop it.
Then at the end of January a friend of mine encouraged me to go with her to see another ”psychic”. I told her no way that I would never go. After the way the last people ruined my life? Yeah right. But she kept insisting even though I kept telling her no. Finally I gave in. And what happened was the answer to countless years of prayers.
The “psychic” was no psychic at all but was a Jesus prophet who could communicate directly with Jesus and who could see all that had happened to me in vivid detail. She could see that I began being possessed by demons at the age of 2. She told me that Jesus was telling her to tell me that if I followed Him and did what she was telling me, I would get the healing I had been praying for and all the evil and torment would be removed from me. She told me that the demons knew what I was coming here to do, and that they began to attack me in the womb. But now Jesus was gathering his spiritual warriors and I was one of them.
She advised me to remove all of the Hindu items I had from my house and told me to begin to clear everything out that was ”not of Jesus Christ”. She told me that Jesus would save me from the living nightmare and it would be completed in five weeks exactly to the day.
I found it hard to believe. I had already had two others tell me the same thing who had only made my life much, much worse. Yet she was not asking or taking any money from me. This was the difference. So again I had no choice but to hear her. She was way too convincing.
A week later she gave me a water baptism as I asked God to forgive me for all of the things I did wrong knowingly and unknowingly. From that day, February 2, 2010 all of the evil began pouring out from me in the most shocking way. I went online to start to learn spiritual warfare prayers so that I could fight Satan because he was alive and well in my bedroom. I was on my own. Not one person in my area was qualified to help me.
It was the day before the five weeks was up and one evil spirit was still attached to me. But I had faith that God would not have lied to me and that the five week time frame would be the end. The night of the last day I was being attacked in my sleep as usual.
When I woke up from this attack Jesus was in front of me and the words ”destroy it” came to me. So I said this spiritual warfare prayer: “Father in the name of Jesus Christ, please remove this evil spirit from me now and destroy it.” At that moment, Jesus Christ removed it and it has never returned since. All the evil, magic demons, and even psychological trauma I suffered as a child has been removed from me. Completely.
Only God could do this work. And it was nothing that happened until I took Jesus as my Savior and let go of the past way of life I was living spiritually. It was nothing I ever wanted. I loved my Hindu way of life. It took several weeks to throw away all my Hindu religious items, but I did it and I have never looked back because I finally have the peace of mind I have been dying for so long. Now instead of controlling me, I control the demons.
It has been shown to me through my long battle that there is no other way through which these kinds of evils can be healed and removed. If you want to truly be free of the evil that is harming you, no matter if it is from magic, occult involvement, generational problems, demon possession, or other things, the ONLY way that this is going to ever happen for you is for you to accept Jesus Christ into your life and heart and repent for your past behaviors.
Long before I was led to Jesus I began a web-site at http://www.black-magic-rescue.com for other people who were suffering from demonic possession and black magic and I counseled them. Now, everyone who comes to me is guided to Jesus. Even life-long Christians can become victims of black magic and evil problems. Even those who have consulted pastors have not gotten fully healed. And most people, pastors or not, just simply do not know how to heal things like this.
Because there was nobody in my area to help me or deliver me, Jesus had to show me himself. He was and is telling me exactly what to do to heal from occult problems even months later and the information is coming directly from God and I am documenting it. Although it may not be new information to some, the information is coming directly to me from God. Since I know how the devil works because I lived with it so long, God is showing me secrets. For people who have been involved in the occult and false religions for many years, basic prayers are not enough. The prayers need to be specific. I know now that everything I have gone through will enable me to help others in a very rare way.
There are many people from all over the world including Pakistan, Africa, and India where black magic is very prevalent. And they can easily find my web-site and get the help they need. And even those who will not immediately take Jesus as their savior, at least I plant a seed and hopefully God will move on them one day in the near future.
I am grateful that God has provided me the web-site and the ability to reach out to others from all over the world. It truly is a highly effective medium.
May Jesus save every person who is suffering in this world from evil problems.
Article by BlackMagicRescue
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